July 2012
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i am really the worst
Jul 10th
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June 2012
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oh hey there i’ve decided i’m going to do all of my job ranting over here (still vaguely of course) b/c i’m not really comfortable talking about it over on my other blog~ [[MORE]] SO today started out pretty decently but it was just a looooooong day this girl that i really liked in the program i’m helping with quit and i’m just really bummed about it (and...
Jun 18th
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May 2012
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you know, the thing is it’s really hard to want to mend a friendship when you feel like the other person couldn’t give a shit about you.
May 29th
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I /constantly/ feel under appreciated which is so so dumb because i mostly bring it on myself. i’m clingy and annoying and really i am such a scorpio (yeah yeah it’s the zodiac but really i am 100% a scorpio) and yeah feelings are dumb how do you turn them off
May 28th
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blah blah blahhhhhhhhhhhh feeling lonely and sad and feeding my empty soul with hurt/comfort merlin fic to make up for the lack of comfort i have irl
May 27th
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[[MORE]] so apparently danielle’s boyfriend’s roomate is reading my blog and telling her about it and it’s just pissing me off SO FUCKING MUCH. give me some fucking privacy. and the thing is that I tried /so/ hard to be understanding when she was having hard time. i would leave her notes if she had a bad night or do other things and now when i’m going through shit...
May 17th
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[[MORE]] feeling like i couldn’t be more invisible lately. also i almost wasn’t going to let myself leave the dorm today because last night i had a mini-meltdown kind of thing and when i was trying to fall asleep I just kept imagining throwing myself in front of a car or off a bridge and obviously it freaked me out quite a bit. and i was just afraid that if i let myself go outside i...
May 14th
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so panic attacks are fun [[MORE]] so i maybe forgot to tell danielle that my mom was coming this weekend and i’m pretty sure she hates me and now i understand why i have no friends and why i pretty deserve to be like that. and i feel like i can’t breathe and feel like i am about to puke woo fun~
May 6th
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April 2012
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okay false alarm because apparently her boyfriend’s roommate showed the post i made about how counseling went to her (yeah not like that’s any better) but she said that she had her boyfriend block tumblr for her when she first read my page I think.
Apr 28th
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also i was wondering if she was looking at it again because she texted me when i told her good luck with her interview about ~depression stuff~ and I was like the ONLY WAY you could know about was if you were looking at my blog or if deb emailed you and told you (which I highly doubted tbh) and just kjdfhdsflkg UGH
Apr 28th
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privilegetoloveyou replied to your post: about to fucking kill someone because daniele… that’s really not cool ugh i’m so sorry honey. *snuggles* thank you lovely <333 she means well but she doesn’t really get it I don’t think.
Apr 28th
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about to fucking kill someone because daniele keeps reading my tumblr and why can’t she get it through her head that i don’t want her to read it. like i know it’s not exactly private but it’s honestly like my journal and i usually don’t like people i know in real life reading it because i puteverythingon there and this is just fucking awful. and I don’t want to...
Apr 28th
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sleepy and sad and lonely and I have a headache. this day kind of took a turn downhill tbh :(
Apr 26th
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yep my spanish professor wants to talk to me after class on wednesday hopefully I will not cry because of my issues with authority figures/issues in general and maybe I’ll be able to salvage my grade somehow :(
Apr 24th
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feeling sad and helpless :(((((((((( and guilty b/c I haven’t read any of the book for spanish and I have to go to class tomorrow which means people and I also have another geography field trip but it’s only going to be like two hours. also have to make an appointment with counseling services for tuesday and sadly can’t lie my way out of this one. and like I know it’s a...
Apr 23rd
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worrying about every little thing tonight and I have no idea whyyyy also sometimes I wonder if I should just become a teacher even though I really don’t like it because at least there is some security in it. I mean at this point it’s too late for me to switch to english ed or spanish ed but I guess it’s something to think about. and like if i did become a teacher, i would want...
Apr 22nd
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let’s just be honest, I am a HUGE sap.
Apr 20th
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also the day of silence is definitely something I can get into.
Apr 20th
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privilegetoloveyou replied to your post: privilegetoloveyou replied to your post: i am the… privilegetoloveyou replied to your post: privilegetoloveyou replied to your post: i am the… look i have a new cuddle gif~~ kajewhfiurghlkfs <33333
Apr 20th
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privilegetoloveyou replied to your post: i am the worst.  :( you can talk to me about it if you want to. i love youuu <333 i will definitely be talking to you later b/c i have class now :(((( love you too *cuddles*
Apr 20th
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i am the worst.
Apr 20th
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I’m just really, really happy :3
Apr 20th
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privilegetoloveyou replied to your post: things i have in common with harry styles: an… (someone has told me, amidst ~secret larry stylinson info~ that yeah harry is bi. granted i have no idea where they got this info but they seemed very confident about its accuracy) yeah, I just assume it because he is constantly using like gender neutral pronouns with questions about ~what they like in a...
Apr 19th
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things i have in common with harry styles: an ongoing list [[MORE]] i slouch. a lot i have a third nipple (BRAND NEW INFORMATION FOR THE INTERNET) you can’t really see is because (as santana would say) it’s on my underboob, but it’s like technically in the same spot as harry’s i’m sure you all wanted to know that also i used to have curly hair? not sure if that...
Apr 19th
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baby come backkkkkkkkk :(
Apr 19th
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REALLY NERVOUS
Apr 19th
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well that was basically the most chaotic phone call with my mom [[MORE]] it basically started out with me telling her about housing stuff which was fine but then we had to start talking about financial aid stuff which always leads downhill the thing is that she had given me this shit to talk to them about which i didn’t really understand in the first place and wasn’t really sure...
Apr 19th
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whoops i don’t think i pressed anon on that one. in other news we got our apartment for next year and AHHHHHH JE SUIS EXCITED. but danielle seemed upset because we aren’t in the same building as her boyfriend but tbh i couldn’t really give a fuck. I have no empathy for your romantic ~going’s on~. we just didn’t want to live on the THIRD FLOOR. and also i thought it...
Apr 19th
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Apr 18th
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privilegetoloveyou replied to your post: can we just talk about what a dumbass i am for… you are in no way awful, you are wonderful.
Apr 18th
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can we just talk about what a dumbass i am for skipping english and spanish today.
Apr 18th
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i have now converted three people to one direction.
Apr 18th
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tari messaging me about one direction and how harry and louis are cute is the BEST THING TO HAPPEN TO ME EVER T B H. omg i missed her so muuuuuuuch :3
Apr 18th
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STATCOUNTER IS THE MOST BEAUTIFUL THING OMG
Apr 18th
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privilegetoloveyou replied to your post: also why can’t you be logged onto two accounts at… I USE CHROME FOR ONE ACCOUNT AND FIREFOX FOR THE OTHER!! that was apparently exciting enough to be in caps YOU ARE A GENUISSSSSSSSSSS OMG
Apr 18th
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also why can’t you be logged onto two accounts at once booooooo 
Apr 18th
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yep okay i am now lionelfuckingtrane here have his sad face after moosh was a dick to him: 
Apr 18th
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also this url sucks and i need to think of a new one 
Apr 18th
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also i am a pro at passively having crushes on people irl and on the internet tbh
Apr 18th
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well basically i just get really really irrationally angry/offended when people don’t like one direction and i’m just trying to understand why? it’s almost like they’ve become part of me and like when someone doesn’t like them, I just think that they mustn’t like me WHICH DOESN’T MAKE SENSE idek also when i ask for your opinion you could at least pretend...
Apr 18th
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also my dash on this one is really funny because i’m only following alexis so far and it’s just her posts and i don’t really know why but it’s really amusing.
Apr 18th
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yeah so I guess this is my new ~*~personal blog~*~ 
Apr 18th