i am really the worst
oh hey there
i’ve decided i’m going to do all of my job ranting over here (still vaguely of course) b/c i’m not really comfortable talking about it over on my other blog~
you know, the thing is it’s really hard to want to mend a friendship when you feel like the other person couldn’t give a shit about you.
I /constantly/ feel under appreciated which is so so dumb because i mostly bring it on myself. i’m clingy and annoying and really i am such a scorpio (yeah yeah it’s the zodiac but really i am 100% a scorpio) and yeah feelings are dumb how do you turn them off
blah blah blahhhhhhhhhhhh feeling lonely and sad and feeding my empty soul with hurt/comfort merlin fic to make up for the lack of comfort i have irl
okay false alarm because apparently her boyfriend’s roommate showed the post i made about how counseling went to her (yeah not like that’s any better) but she said that she had her boyfriend block tumblr for her when she first read my page I think.
also i was wondering if she was looking at it again because she texted me when i told her good luck with her interview about ~depression stuff~ and I was like the ONLY WAY you could know about was if you were looking at my blog or if deb emailed you and told you (which I highly doubted tbh) and just kjdfhdsflkg UGH